• Fear of what others think about us
• Fear of rejection
• Fear of being hurt
• Fear of death
• Fear of government
• Fear of being ridiculed
• Fear of God

There are many Fears which hang over humanity, which manifests into very horrible things, its like walking in tar; it creates a cess pit of low energies which anchor us to this illusion, which then this matrix feeds off our fear to fuel itself. The matrix creates things to further enslave us, control us and generate as much fear as possible. The only way to beat the matrix is to refuse to hate, refuse to fight, and to see EVERYTHING as one consciousness. It’s a very hard step to take, trust me I know. Not just me but A LOT of people on this planet have started to live their lives aggression and hate free, un conditioning their minds from all the bollox they have been taught so they can lives their lives with love, compassion and oneness. Love is the only thing that exists and it’s the bottom line, start loving unconditionally to everyone and even your self because we are all infinite consciousness and unique expressions of that consciousness. When something happens in your life, something bad you automatically get angry and frustrated and even depressed, this is because you give in to the illusion that you’re not in control of your own life and you have to blame something or someone for it happening. The trick is to see what is happening as a challenge, a challenge to overcome the fear of it and to understand what it is you have learned from it, because once you learn and evolve from it you suddenly become stronger and ascend to a higher perspective.

Just because life/the matrix is an illusion doesn’t mean you have to do nothing, instead of trying to find meaning to yourself, try and be spontaneous and do things for no reason. The idea is to do all those things I mentioned above and wait till others start doing the same, only then will the human collective mind will break the spell of the third density and the control the negative forces have over us. It’s so difficult to keep the frame of mind because even I keep getting side tracked and forget my goal. Like I said I know what I have to do but in some circumstances I fall very far only to bounce back with another insight to things. 

One of the fears that has surfaced lately is my fear of rejection, when I was ten months old I nearly died of shock, due to a boiling water incident where I pulled the kettle down on myself and burnt about 20% of my body. Apparently this traumatic experience was a doorway for me (my consciousness) to enter the vessel, “walk-in’s” as they call them. I’m not entirely sure about this but I do know one thing, it makes sense that this traumatic experience caused something to spiritually happen to me, due to the overdosed DMT release that happens when the body goes through traumatic experiences. Apparently after the accident I didn’t make a noise nor was I the same for months. If none of you know what DMT is, it’s a chemical in the brain which has been labeled “the spirit molecule” which is present in the pineal gland in our brain and in hallucinogenic plants. This chemical when released tunes your mind into different frequencies of reality, thus totally changing the channel from channel normal to channel DMT (non awareness of body) which a lot of people who meditate or have NDE’s (near death experiences) or OBE’s (out of body experiences) describe. This experience will open your mind up to infinite possibility and infinite awareness, downloading into your DNA or even unlocking the information in your DNA. 

Anyway the point I was getting to was my rejection of fear and it was because of this traumatic event that has affected my whole life, especially through my school years. My fear of rejection comes from past experiences with women and friends, being rejected by girls because of how I looked and being rejected by people in general because I didn’t fit in “looks wise”. When I was small it was a huge thing for me, because none of the other kids had burns all over their bodies but me, and I always felt like the odd one out, I always strived to look normal because I wanted to be accepted for who I was not what I looked like. I always get rejected by women due to my appearance, their first impression of me, like when I’m out with friends, out in clubs etc. But the people who get to know me first like my friends online realise that I am a person and I am very very deep. I know from these lessons I went through it has had a huge spiritual impact on me because more than anything it has helped me get through my fear of what people think about me and fear of rejection. It’s taught me I need to love myself for who I am and that this is just a computer vehicle I am operating and it’s not who I am, I am infinite possibility and infinite creation. Lately my fear of rejection has increased because after five or so years of being alone I started getting involved with women again, trying to overcome my past issues, again facing a repetitive outcome of rejection, it’ broken me down again and made me face things I kept pushing aside, in order to get over my fears I must face them.  

I’m afraid there is no easy way of going through this process; its only as easy as you make it, if you chicken out it will only delay the process because you cannot escape it, just push it aside till it because so big it will get worse and the challenge will eventually become too overwhelming. One of the biggest problems we face at the moment is our government and the system, everyone is so scared of their power but no one realizes its US that give them their power, no one else! We must take back our power by getting together as one. They only have control over us because we let them, we fear losing our houses, mortgages, fancy cars and our money. When you leave the realm of 3D none of it matters whatsoever, and sorry to tell you this but the awakening is going to take us by the goollies and throw us into fourth to fifth densities and eventually back to oneness. Giving up and letting go of things we value so much is going to be the next and biggest step to overcoming one of the biggest fears on this planet. I certainly don’t want to lose some of the things I have got, but in order to evolve, I must. I would rather everyone share their money, materials, foods so therefore none of us need to be without anything, the issues of rich and poor will no longer exist because things will be accessible to all. One of my biggest suggestions is for everyone to get rid of TV because it’s a mass hypnotist at work for the government agenda. I for one stopped watching TV for years and instead played my guitar, doing artwork and writing for my site instead which has kept me focused more. I try keeping my mind pure as possible by not watching TV, not smoking or drinking, less sugar and sweetener consumption (ice cream is very temping jeeez!) and most important constantly reading and writing about this stuff which helps me strengthen my insights. The internet is a great tool for connecting to people and uploading information can be reached by masses. One of the things that will happen if we don’t buck up is that the world consciousness (yes it has one) wants to move to other densities and to do so, we have to! If we don’t then we either have to awaken or be removed from the planet. Obviously if we chose to do the things we have always been doing, earth will rid of us the natural way, earthquakes, tsunamis and other means. Not true? Just look at the raise in natural disasters in the last hundred years, lately we have had tsunamis knocking out many places in the world including Indonesia, New Orleans and Asia.  

The next problem I found when awakening was the “new age” trap and this will upset many people, especially a few reading this. There are groups of people claiming to be our saviors and to be ET’s or spirits in other realms. The beings claim that in the coming years they will save us from evil and they will full-fill the second coming of Christ. Groups such as Ashtar command which is apparently a “brotherhood” of light. Hang on…light? Then they believe in dark yeah? Well both are illuuuuuusion…they can’t be that enlightened! Ashtar or Ishtar is another name for queen Semiramis which is the same God the illuminati worship. The illuminati have cleverly set up these organizations to trap awakening souls into what I call the “spirit trap”, when you awakening and think you have freed yourself you might end up “following” one of these groups as a lot of people I know did and it ruined their lives and themselves. It’s obviously designed to snag people just as they are awakening, by offering the alternative system and promises to save you from this earth. I have met A LOT of people and groups who have this agenda and I get this sudden feeling in my gut like I want to throw up and it’s the worst feeling imaginable, I know when I feel this, my intuition is warning me of these people or beings because my heart knows what’s true or not. My intuition always told me these groups were always bad and to stay away even though most of the information they had resonated with what I knew at the time, that’s how they first snag you in the net…with the information. But I started getting suspicious by their attitudes, always speaking like we were children, can’t fend for ourselves, acting like they were our saviors. They promise so much like to save us from ourselves, disarm our governments and to come down in their ships to make themselves known. Well…I almost fell for this the first time I heard them say this. I was reading one of the groups posts online saying they would come down on a certain date and I waited to see if it happened, and on the date they posted an excuse online for why they didn’t come down. From then on I thought they were the biggest pile of bullshit and didn’t read it again. What they do is keep you in suspense, wanting more and getting frustrated. I bet if I went onto that site again there would still be new posts saying how they plan to make themselves known soon and bla bla bla.  

The only thing that made me tell the difference whether they were genuine or not were by the laws they followed, if they were true then they would have no deity, no mission, no hierarchy and no power over others (control). I started seeing how they set themselves up in a hierarchy and you always ended up on the bottom and the main guy was a mirror of Jesus or some savior, what’s even funny as none of the groupies have even seen or met this guy. They always manage to butter you up by telling you stories of your past lives and your previous incarnations on other planets and that you are here to help humanity ascend. Ascend to where? Even I fell for this the first time because I was so busy believing in a fairy tale because I was awakening and I wanted answers and I wanted meaning and purpose. But you know what they say…the only way to learn is to make mistakes. When you realize everything is an illusion and we are all ONE then structures of the matrix fall down, including these groups who speak of oneness but actually act against it. How can you live in oneness when your group is based on a hierarchy type structure? Common sense, hello are you there? Some people are so deluded in this fantasy they won’t consider it all being a lie. People always fight to defend their beliefs no matter what, especially when someone comes along and challenges it. People in this trap usually tend to think just because these beings and places are elsewhere other than earth and this density, that it’s still “real” because it’s beyond this dimension. It’s time to realize EVERYTHING that vibrates is an illusion, and yes the third, fourth and fifth densities are also illusions.  

Every single dimension, realm or reality (whatever you want to call it) is an illusion because you see yourself as a separate entity to everything else (god, other entities and the environment). They are all different programs of the same matrix which is based on rules. The trick is not to change densities (although there is nothing wrong with doing that) but to realise you don’t have to move densities! You are always at your destination, you are always God and you are already oneness. Don’t you see? Its not about evolution towards oneness, it’s about REMEMBERING you are one, we are GOD in amnesia! The dream has taken over the dreamer. Moving, or evolving is merely an illusion because oneness doesn’t need to move anywhere, it is infinite oneness all the time!  By the way when I’m talking about oneness, I’m talking about infinite love, knowledge, energy and bliss. Our consciousness is pure energy which uses our bodies to interact with the matrix. When you are one with all, you become everything, you are no longer separate from people, the scenery, animals, other densities or beings and finally…GOD. You are not part of god, you are God and so is everyone else, how? Because everyone’s consciousness is the same consciousness living in an illusion of separation! When you look into someone else’s eyes you can notice that their awareness is but your own with no memory of who it is or where it’s been.  

What is next in life is entirely up to you because you create your own reality, but I’m afraid that the human collective mind is raising vibration due to the knowledge humankind is now getting a hold of, so it will get very difficult to fight it any longer. Humanities true goal is to become one again and to break the matrix. 2012 is very well known as the transition point in which humanity will switch realities, according to many prophecies December 21st 2012 will either cause world wide catastrophe, spiritual awakening/transition or a merging of realities and dimensions. David Wilcock is the best person to look up to gain insights and evidence of the coming shift. According to many metaphysicians 2012 will be a sure thing and that we will enter fourth or fifth densities. Personally I have known this for a long time and have felt it, the core of my soul yearns for spiritual change, but many new age groups want to stay trapped in this illusion by wanting to explore planets and meet different aliens and what not, that fine by me because it sounds exciting. On the other hand…it’s just an illusion, once you and other beings realize they are all one, they dissolve into bliss and the division ceases to exist. For the matrix to still operate there has to be a balance between polarities otherwise it will crash, I’m not entirely sure if “living” will be possible under the law of one, all I know is every dimension has different rules to ours and that there are places that resonate close to oneness (which I think depends on the resonance of your soul). Once you overcome fear and go beyond your mind/subconscious then your nearly home free. It’s impossible to describe the oneness state or God because it’s way beyond anything we can mentally comprehend, instead of thinking about it you have to feel it through your heart, think of the time you felt the most love in your life and that’s just a fraction of what it feels like.  

Imagine feeling so much love your chest starts expanding so far and you cant breath, your chest is going to blow up so hard, your energy connecting to everything else as your vibration increases, your consciousness forever expanding into infinite space, knowledge and visions pouring into you from nowhere. It’s a crazy experience and very frightening if you have no idea what’s happening to you, one of the coolest thing is when you feel the fire run through your body and it burns but it heals and after a while its so amazing, your whole body is vibrating at an incredible rate and you feel like your being electrocuted. It’s not a bad feeling at all, just an amazing one.  

I personally can’t wait till I start going having my own transition, I won’t need to wait till 2012, we can make the transition whenever we want but the downside is collective human reality is still dominating our own individual realities so it drags us down as soon as we get close to making any big changes to ourselves. I guess you need to be really really strong to make it past that barrier. 2012 is supposed to be the time where “everyone” makes the transition, but to where? I don’t know yet, we can only imagine. I have been thinking what will happen to those who don’t want to make the transition, because the law of one says that ones free will can not be messed with by any outside force. So I’m thinking maybe those who don’t want to change will incarnate again in some other 3D reality, because when earth goes through the transition it wont be a pretty sight, the whole world will be cleansed out. I’m talking about worldwide catastrophes like volcanoes erupting, mass earthquakes, tsunamis and many more.  

I have a feeling earth consciousness wants to shift pretty soon and we are holding it back with our low vibration energy, making it heavier and slowing it down. We have two choices, either we move towards a higher vibration state or earth will get rid of us to do so. I’m not sure what you think but I feel like there’s more to be done yet than just becoming the ONE, I feel like we are gradually going to remember things that will wake us up and probably have fun doing so, I want to experience abilities such as flying and teleporting before I shift to another reality, because there is a lot I want to do on earth before I leave and those are a few things. It’s like completing a computer game but you want to go back and play it through with the cheats enabled so you can enjoy being able to do more things without little effort i.e. god mode and infinite abilities, its almost like you want to explore more of the game by not getting distracted by the monsters trying to kill you before you do so. Imagine living life not struggling for money to go all over the world and explore every country and culture, not having to worry about eating and sleeping, not having to worry about dying before you get there. Teleportation and flying seem so perfect and fun. I’m so annoyed because I can’t go to the places I’d love to visit and meet the amazing people I have met online, would be so amazing if I could just teleport there instead and go explore.  

What I’m trying at the moment is affirmation because words can dramatically affect DNA; it’s like programming a computer, your neural patters mould into the form you create by repeating words or thoughts. DNA is very important, no one seems to think you can over ride DNA but you can! It happens all of the time. If you are a slave to your genetics and believe you can’t change it, then that’s what you will create. DNA is a vibration pattern and can be overwritten by constantly repeating words or thoughts, hypnotists work in the same way (programming the subconscious). TV is the biggest culprit of mind programming by constantly shoving adverts and false agendas into your subconscious, most people are often in belief they are in control of their own minds, but that’s the trick. It’s called subliminal, reaching beyond the threshold of the conscious mind and speaking to the subconscious (where all thoughts and actions come from before entering the conscious mind). Personally I think unlocking the 95% of our DNA we don’t use (junk DNA as its labeled) will unlock the secrets of the universe and open us to other dimensions and realities, how do I know that? Well research hallucinogenic plants and shamans. Shamans are like libraries of information, outstanding knowledge of the world and the wildlife around them. Ancient caves and structures show how ancient cultures used to take these substances and access the “spirit realms” and gain huge insights to life and how to use the jungle to heal themselves and others. Apparently DNA was only discovered within the 20th century…not so, the ancient people knew about DNA long before we did, by taking hallucinogenic plants, funny enough the person who discovered DNA was on LSD at the time!...ironic. If I affirm to myself I am one with all, I am infinite potential etc, in theory I should start seeing the changes and feeling more at one with things and feeling more in control of my life, the only problem is distractions and forgetting to do this. As you know life is full of distractions at every turn, revolving yourself around work, eating, sleeping and paying bills (such a bore…yawn).  

I know when some people first wake up its because the system and government have done something blatantly stupid and you have seen through their lies, when you get caught up in the conspiracy side of things and realize how fucked up things really are, your life comes crashing down. I’m suggesting to not get caught up in the drama of it all because the system wants you to get depressed, frustrated and to fear it. Information won’t hurt, proving conspiracies, it’s a good way to wake people up to how corrupt the government is, but getting caught in the drama does more damage than good. The system is only closing in on the world because we are becoming out of control, they are trying to hold on desperately to the control they have always had because we are all awakening and becoming aware of a lot of things, we are winning…and we cant be stopped just remember that. There’s no need to worry about the system no matter how bad things get. All I suggest is to refuse the microchip at all costs and if you awaken please don’t get caught in the spiritual traps; YOU have the power to do anything, not them. Giving your power away is the biggest mistake you can ever make, so look within yourself for the love and power to see you through.