| Blog #5 Weird Week |
| Contributed by Nathan Colella | |||||
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So far I’ve had the weirdest couple of weeks ever, I caught the flu 2 weeks ago, I had splitting headaches so bad I couldn’t open my eyes and I would be forced to curl up in a ball and sulk. I found I had swollen sinuses and it was causing me to have migraines, eye aches, tooth aches and ear aches. There has been war going on in my head for weeks, coincidentally this all started on the same date the 5th day started on the mayan calendar, the next step in human evolution, I will explain after why I think this is connected. On my birthday I went to see my favourite band TOOL live at Cardiff arena, I had been waiting years for this moment. All seemed ok getting to Cardiff except the fact I was still recovering from flu, we got there and I felt bit better so I waited eagerly for TOOL to come on stage. Finally when they walked on I was amazed beyond words. Watching tool live is like being on an LSD Trip, the only thing that I was frustrated about was the amount of people and lack of space, not to mention I was nearly passing out due to the heat. Anyway, the amazing laser show started, making loads of geometric shapes above the crowd while playing the song 10,000 days. At this point everyone stared in amazement and then after this they did some amazing things with the light structures and all sorts, hard to describe in words what happened. My brother ran off and said he needed to get out of the place because he was going to pass out, and I later found out he did, he got rushed to emergency room, good news he still saw the rest of the show! After the show is when strange things started to happen, first we got half way to the car park and remembered we left our cameras behind in the lockers, by the time we got there; they were shut so we had to use force to be heard. Finally when we got our cameras back which tool along time I might add, we got to the car park and by this time I was nearly dying. We were travelling in really heavy rain and were aqua-plaining a lot, I was falling asleep all the time but I happened to wake up at one stage to see my brother trying to turn round a roundabout but instead we were going straight up a curb and into a hedge, I said to him “what the fuck you doing” but he shouted “its not working!” so we watched ourselves heading into the hedge with no control, a sudden BANG and we hit the curb and went into the hedge. At this point, our friend Mary sitting in the back was crying because she was sleeping and had been woken up in shock. She had injured herself and went outside the car. She rang the emergency services and they took her to hospital, while me and my brother sat there helplessly waiting for a lift at 1.15am. My mum came 2 hours later with smoke and a mighty hiss coming from the bonnet. We were screwed (again), mum managed to get step dad out of bed and tow us home with his van. When we got going at 4.30am, mum started crying because she was scared of getting towed, my brother took over and it was just me and him in the car then. I must admit it was scary being towed because step dad was letting the cable slack then going faster which launched the car forward, half way home the cable snapped and wrapped round the wheel, sending us sliding side wards down the road. Luckily he had a spare cable and we sluggishly made it home, this night seemed really odd that we were hit by strokes of bad luck, it felt like a chain of events waiting to happen, hard to explain. Anyway I was even more ill for a week after that, to the point I wanted to shoot myself in the head to get it over with.Something is odd about this illness though, due to when it started and how I have behaving. One day I was in bed and I was really relaxed, I felt myself tune into my energy body, which I haven’t felt in a while, I felt my consciousness grow so big and so distant from my body, like I was bigger than space, sucking in energy from all around like a sponge. I’m starting to feel more OBE symptoms lately like I’m gaining the ability to do it again, but I’m not sure if that’s to do with being ill. Recently though my dreams have been so intense and realistic, I find I’m no more dreaming, but hallucinating instead, having vivid realistic hallucinations while being awake all night, twisting and turning in my bead, drenched in cold sweat. The hallucination I had last night was the most realistic and intense one I’ve had yet, I will try to put it into words, but it was so beyond any human language. Last night I woke up in the middle of the night having dreamt I had crashed my bike with someone on the back, I physically felt myself lying down with my helmet on, took it off and physically felt my face, and I felt my face all wet and sticky, thinking I had blood running down my face and my arms. At this point my hallucination and 3D reality kept shifting back and forth like I was stuck in between them. At the time I was not thinking how to get out of it, because I really thought it was happening, so I carried on trying to get sleep but this hallucination kept coming back. I felt physically my bike between my legs, and my hands on the handle bars, just as they would feel in waking life, except I was lying on my bed. The only way I can describe it is that both realities felt the same and I was shifting back and forth, except my conditioned mind asking the question “is this real?” kept bringing me back to this reality, waking up in my bed, checking if I really was bleeding. I had gotten out of bed and turned the light on to see if I was bleeding, but it was heavy sweat, as I lay back down I thought because I had woken up the visions wouldn’t come back, but they did, and twice as strong. This time I felt more and saw more, the visions started to go weird and didn’t make sense, I couldn’t possibly describe them in words. Anyway I haven’t had much sleep lately because I have been hallucinating a lot through the nights and I’ve been awake while they happen. I’ve been informed by a few people they have had the same experiences lately. I think that this war going on inside my head is my two hemispheres synchronizing together, therefore having the physical world and the spiritual world merge into one. Very strange coincidence that this happened on the date the Mayans said our next step in human evolution would occur. I went onto the website what’s up on planet earth and looked at the newest alert, she said lately the energies are being released giving is sinuses problems. Too be honest I thought that was strange, because that was what my problem was. If anyone has more information or theories to what’s going on, please reply in the forums, thanks Nathan
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