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I know I haven’t written anything in a while, but I will make it up in this blog. Something just happened to me, nothing I haven’t been through before, but I realised a lot of things I had forgotten or ignored. Today started off as a boring day but I started watching films today to pass time, I watched “paycheck” then “I am legend” Which coincidentally is about a virus outbreak and this guy is the only survivor (or so he thinks) and the date is 2012, sound firmiliar?After watching those I realised a few things about changing the future, and that there’s more to our evolution than we think, the idea that nothing will happen in the near future has 100% left my being. I went online to find a message on Myspace from a new friend, and she was pretty excited about something, talking about synchronicities and for me to look at a website. As I clicked the website one of my friends who I care about a lot came online. Suddenly I had these memories about our past and the dreams I used to have about her, which then I made clear to her and suddenly I had something open up inside me. Reading the website at the same time, I had all this information flood into my mind about too many things to comprehend, also another friend on msn was telling me about this awakening message he got in a dream last night which was very deep, in my opinion.  Comments (4) | Read more...
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Felt the need to write this blog because of what has happened in the past few days. Some of you may or may not be aware of what was on CNN last week, CNN had a UFO special where government officials and pilots on the air talking about their experiences with UFO’s and were getting their points across. A sceptic appeared on the air and to be honest was very vague with his reasoning, and his responses to these stories seemed like automatic defence responses because his belief system was under attack. He made a fool of himself to be honest; they might as well put a dummy in that chair. Although it’s good the information about UFO’s is getting out there on the mainstream because it’s something that needs to be dealt with amongst humanity. But my main reason for writing this article is because my concern for what might happen if UFO’s were officially admitted, by the government. If you have followed David Icke or Alex Jones’s work you will know where I’m going with this. Comments (2) | Read more... |
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Hi guys, just wanted to rant a bit about some of the things that really annoy me at the moment! The biggest one is the global warming scam; it’s so fucking obvious what’s causing global warming and guess what? It isn’t c02! *gasp” what could it be? Well guess what? ALL the planets are going through the same changes as the earth, all are heating up as much as earth, oh wait it must be the aliens on the other planets with their space stations and vehicles…hang on couldn’t it just be the sun? Yes that’s the more obvious choice. The Planet is warming up due to the sun giving off more solar radiation than normal, its happened many times in history and will happen again. During the medieval times it happened and was called the medieval warm period where temperatures are hotter than they are today, in the 1700’s Britain went through a kind of ice age period where the river Thames froze over, they feared a new ice age, but that passed and it got hotter. I’m not promoting carbon omissions but I’m suggesting the government are lying and using it to their advantage, if you watch the global warming swindle documentary you will see the blatant truth. I obviously do want alternate energies to be introduced like zero point energy (infinite energy out of a vacuum) but the government have had access to this energy and will not give it out so easily. Just don’t fall for the bullshit you hear from government officials and anyone claiming it’s us that’s causing global warming by c02! No comments yet | Read more... |
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Hi folks, I apologize there has been no articles on here lately, I got cut off from the net for a few weeks, but I’m back now! Seems like every time I go to update my site or something, something goes wrong. I have been through a lot of emotional shit lately, faced on of my biggest fears and found out it wasn’t so bad, letting go of things is one of the hardest things to do. Rejection is one of my biggest fears and I have a lot of that recently and it hasn’t been easy. It’s funny that as soon as I get close to someone and connect to someone I lose them as fast as anything, leaves me extremely broke and feeling helpless. It seems everyone runs a mile once they get close to me and I can never figure out why. On the bright side, I have regained my perspective on things and realised where I was going wrong before so I guess that’s a bonus. Comments (1) | Read more... |
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Just like to say I have improved from the last blog thank god lol, I think I’m back to normal anyway. Lately I have made amends with other friends I have lost contact with along time ago, so I’m losing some people and gaining others and it has its advantages. I made a promise to myself I would face things iv kept aside in the past and face past issues so I can move on mentally and emotionally and in a way an opportunity has come along to give me that chance and it has made me feel a whole lot better. Instead of looking back and feeling bad about something, wondering what could have been, I can now look in the present and enjoy what I have and enjoy the friends I got. Everyday I try to better myself by following a law of oneness and every time a situation arises I think to myself how can I react to this situation with love and compassion rather than separation and fear? Obviously the more positively I act towards people and myself the more I will feel happier. Comments (5) | Read more... |
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I held off writing a blog for a while, but I feel now is the time to write one because things are crazy here and I have been traumatized. Lately I have been sensitive and venerable and I haven’t been online much due to the good weather. A number of things have happened to be in the space of three days. I have lost three friends of mine for no reason, or at least from my point of view. I have been very deeply hurt by the cold hearted emotion thrown at me lately because I have chosen to be away from people for no less than a week and I’m being attacked for it. Comments (3) | Read more... |
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I went to a theme park today (Oakwood) which is a theme park near me and scary stuff happened today, which I didn’t expect. We went early so we could go on all the cool rides before the queue’s started building up. Me, Mike and Joe lined up in the small queue for the new rollercoaster ride “speed” which is a vertical drop with corkscrews and a loop the loop in. we were just at the front of the queue and some people went on it before us, as they were going round I was getting a bit nervous about getting pulled up vertically hundreds of feet in the air, as I watched these people going round suddenly I heard a huge bang on the coaster followed by a noise of a piece of metal hitting the floor, Comments (2) | Read more... |
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You ever had a big obsession? I was thinking the other day why we get obsessions and why are they sometimes of really stupid things that don’t matter. Every obsession I have had drives me to draw them constantly and think about them and I have no idea why. I’m not talking about things you love or want, but things you are fixated on constantly. I looked back on the things I was obsessed on and some of them made me piss myself laughing because I had no idea why I was obsessed with certain things, I just “was”. Is there a reason for an obsession? Maybe it fills gaps in your life? Or you love something so much you can’t get enough of it? Below are all the things I was obsessed about during my life (probably missed out a lot), My earliest obsessions are at the top of the list and my latest ones are at the bottom, I tried to get them all in order but memory is a funny thing. Comments (6) | Read more... |
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So far I’ve had the weirdest couple of weeks ever, I caught the flu 2 weeks ago, I had splitting headaches so bad I couldn’t open my eyes and I would be forced to curl up in a ball and sulk. I found I had swollen sinuses and it was causing me to have migraines, eye aches, tooth aches and ear aches. There has been war going on in my head for weeks, coincidentally this all started on the same date the 5th day started on the mayan calendar, the next step in human evolution, I will explain after why I think this is connected. On my birthday I went to see my favourite band TOOL live at Cardiff arena, I had been waiting years for this moment. All seemed ok getting to Cardiff except the fact I was still recovering from flu, we got there and I felt bit better so I waited eagerly for TOOL to come on stage. Finally when they walked on I was amazed beyond words. Watching tool live is like being on an LSD Trip, the only thing that I was frustrated about was the amount of people and lack of space, not to mention I was nearly passing out due to the heat. Anyway, the amazing laser show started, making loads of geometric shapes above the crowd while playing the song 10,000 days. At this point everyone stared in amazement and then after this they did some amazing things with the light structures and all sorts, hard to describe in words what happened. My brother ran off and said he needed to get out of the place because he was going to pass out, and I later found out he did, he got rushed to emergency room, good news he still saw the rest of the show! After the show is when strange things started to happen, first we got half way to the car park and remembered we left our cameras behind in the lockers, by the time we got there; they were shut so we had to use force to be heard. Finally when we got our cameras back which tool along time I might add, we got to the car park and by this time I was nearly dying. Comments (1) | Read more... |
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Being this way is so fucking hard, people might think I’m over reacting a tad but I assure you, it’s easy enough staying inside the sheep pen when no one is pointing the finger at you, but to people like me I totally empathise with you. This journey is an extreme rollercoaster; just want it to end though, even though it’s just a ride, it’s no fun riding it while others are trying to destroy it. Why do I feel so alone when it comes to wanting to talk about the deepest of things? Things that matter…
It’s no good trying to talk with people that aren’t on the same wavelength because they try to limit you to their level, and they don’t understand your situation.
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This is not much of a blog, but i was introduced to this programe on TV called HEROES, if you havent heared of it, please watch it! damn its so amazing!!!! im hooked now, the 4400 used to be my fav but now this has overtaken it by far. i wont explain what its about but you need to see it :) No comments yet | Read more... |
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Just annoyed at the moment that no one around me questions anything they have been told or taught throughout their whole lives. For example, if a child was brought up with its parents teaching him that the colour blue is called green, the child will always call that colour green when everyone calls it blue. When the child is corrected by the majority around him/her, they would automatically defend themselves by what they have been taught, and they would not question it. Lack of questioning is due to ignorance of that person thinking they are correct, and their reality is correct due to it being confirmed by the “majority” of people. Now what if that reality was all based on a lie? No one would question this because its been drummed into them ever since they could understand language. It only takes on bright spark to bring the false reality to light, for example, everyone in the world (except the ancients) thought the world was flat and you would drop off the end, BUT Galileo was the bright spark who told everyone it was round, ridiculed and condemned at first due to ignorance but then his concept became truth. This is why we should question what we have been taught and fed through the media, because our source comes from the government itself, they lie through their teeth every single day and people still trust the government with their lives! Utter ridiculous. Comments (5) | Read more... |
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I keep hearing about this scientology "group" if you want to call it that, usually I am quick on the ball to research something like this, but knowing what I do now it didn’t take long to draw a conclusion about this group. I still don’t know much about this cult except it’s based on an alien called Xenu who came to earth 75 million years ago and bought billions of people to earth, gathered them up by a volcano and murdered them all, their souls then stuck together and clung to the bodies of the living. The guy who actually led this cult (L. Ron Hubbard) was an author of science fiction books, not to mention an author of a mind control manual. I’m no rocket scientist but this smelt fishy since I heard about it. I first heard about it when someone I know was talking about all these famous people were in this “new” religion called scientology. I was interested and wanted to know more, apparently Tom Cruise and Brittany Spears are members.
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I have just been inspired to write this blog, as it may sound depressing a bit but for me it’s a step forward at least. Lately I have been having financial problems, trying to support myself through the weeks with bits and bobs. I took some time out to be alone on the beach for a while to work things out in my mind and gain some clarity on what I’m doing or trying to do. One of the abilities I have always had is insight, the ability to see ‘through’ things, like looking through a pain of glass, while people only look AT the glass. The ability to see what others can’t doesn’t always have its advantages, in the short run anyway. While I have been sitting on the beach staring into the air I noticed one day I could see waves in the air, like ripples everywhere I look. Once I noticed this for the first time it was hard not to see it again, it’s constantly there now. It happened while I was staring through the air, not at it, for example you know those 3D pictures hidden behind a pattern, you stare through it and this picture pops out at you. Anyway the only way I can describe it is it looks like looking down at a crystal clear swimming pool gleaming in the sunlight, or millions of shiny flies swimming round on the surface of water.
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I was at download festival over the weekend and I was totally blown away by some bands. Took us about 5 hours to get there on coach, but when we got there one of my friends came by car and we spend an hour trying to find him in the car park. It was so bloody hot and no wind, felt like being in a desert all day, was like this all weekend! By the time we got into the queue to get in it was packed, took us about an hour to get in, then took us about two hours to wonder round the camping sites while trying to find a space, amongst 80 odd thousand people, carrying our luggage around while searching wasn’t very pleasant, specially the weather being baking hot. We had to stop loads of times because of the weight and waiting for my friend’s girlfriend to get off the floor and keep moving. We finally got a space, and thankfully this campsite was quieter than the others. Comments (6) | Read more... |
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Thought I would start writing blogs to get my day to day thoughts out in the open instead of keeping them bottled up all the time. I want to write about ignorance today I think because its something so simple and something people find so hard to surpass.
I don’t think this will ever change which is why I don’t give a shit about what people think of me, but I’m writing this merely to influence people to think about their automatic thoughts and actions due to conditioning. I ALLWAYS get people reading snippets from my site then laughing, saying I’m fucked up! People are scared of what they don’t understand, if people would read everything I had to say you would find it makes perfect sense. But oh no, people take snippets and judge it with ‘their’ belief system, of course its going to go in one ear and out the other as they say. I don’t mind people saying I’m fucked up or crazy, as long as they have read EVERYTHING I have to say, without just dismissing it instantly without researchComments (5) | Read more... |
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